hola! i'm in the office pretending to be looking for suitable desgins for the new ballroom downstairs. haha. anywhoos. i havent posted in foreverzzz. so not my fault tho. been bizzy. internships suck ass. dont ever sign up for them. theyre a trap. you work like a dog and get paid less than the cleaner. meh. this week is my last week so thank freaking god. then i have one more (extra yay) week of vacation. then back to school. seriously. after this whole working stint, SCHOOL FTW. haha. hmm. i'm leaving the office in a little bit to meet hoe so we can go watch jas' hockey match thingamajig. yay for half days. oh oh oh oh COLA'S HOME. (hello coles if you're reading this. i'm psyched you're home. weds and friday!) so wednesday dinner and friday sleepover. (Attn: BC PEOPLE) yeeeah. cant wait. i think. i'm gonna go back to bugging momma to lemme go hang with dad next week. that would be fabulous ttm. nyeh. its like 50/50 now. omfg. meeting meeting meeting. gtg. love peace and all that fun stuff.

xx
kreesy

Video Yo!



Its so BRATZ
I love it! (:

To Janell-e and the rest of the BC: DOWNLOAD THIS !!! ITS OMEGA-LY COOL !!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai.

Nyeh its back to school and i'm hating every minute of it.
Rushed presentation prep and impromptu speeches worth half your grade.
So not cool.
Anyways. On to brighter things...

BC PARTY ALERT!
If your name is Nicola K or Cherilyn W
Ignore this and stop reading now now now now.
Alternatively, keep reading and spoil the surprise for yourselves.
Okay yknow what. Reverse psychology never works.
So go awaaaaay.

Super Secret Surprise Selebration (S.S.S.S)
For Cola and Cherbear!

6th Feburary 2009
Afternoon - Night (Time not set yet)
Activites (Planning in progress)

Attendance is compulsory
Presents are mandatory

Invitations will land in your email inboxes soon so watch out for them!
But for now, plans besides this party on the 6th of Feb are FORBIDDEN.
(Like the fruit that the dumb boy ate that landed us with eternal condemnation.
I'm kidding. Nyeh. All Adams suck. Unless you're Adam Gregory)

Check your emails and be there!

<3 kreesy
xoxo

I just spent a whole hour re-reading all the sticky notes i've pinned to my notice board
Ranging from song lyrics to things i read off street signs and things i've seen in books.

"To hope, is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure.
To love is to risk not being loved in return"

"You're the voice i hear inside my head.
The reason that i'm singing"

I think. I need to throw everything away and start over.
If only i could.

I woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head.
Spackled some butter over my whole grain bread.
Something tastes different, maybe it's my tongue.
Something tastes different, suddenly I'm not so young.

I'm just a stranger, even to myself.
A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf.
Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him.

I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can't love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won't die alone.
Maybe I won't die alone.

Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby.
But little do they know, I'm just a maybe.
Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore.
Maybe my baby will settle the score.

I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can't love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won't die alone.
Maybe I won't die alone.

What have I become?
Something soft and really quite dumb.
Because I've fallen, oh, 'cuz I've fall-fallen, oh 'cuz I've fall-fall-fallen
So far away from the place where I started from.

I never thought I could love anyone.
I never thought I could love anyone.
I never thought I could love anyone,
But you, but you, but you, but you, but you
But you make me think that maybe I won't die alone.
Maybe I won't die alone.

- Ingrid

Hello peperzzzzz.
Okay that was annoying. Haha. I'm with Colaaaa in MG visiting. And waiting for Sonia to wake up and get her butt here. But yeah.
Holy Shizznits. MG has chaaanged. Well. I guess with the new principal, comes new rules and new changes.
Our canteen is different. Way different.
The only 2 old school stalls they didnt change was red bowl and the yongtaufoo. Tsk. Those bitches who took away my malay food stall. And my crispy noodles with no mushrooms but more chicken. And the western food with the mashed potatoes that mae eats every morning.
Cola and i got here at 830. Holy jeebus it was hard to roll outta bed. We;re in the library. After thoroughly catching up with mrs tan.
How i miss free periods and hanging out in the library. With mrs tan. And movies that i dont like but didnt have anything else to watch. Those were the days.
Nyeh, coming back only puts me in a depressingly nostalgic mood.
Cola and I are freezing and are craving food.
More later.
If my fingers dont turn black and fall off due to frostbite.
Oh i've miss MG.

<3 kreesy
xoxo

note to self (and kerry): DECIDE ON THE TIME AND PLACE TOMORROW. and then tell fongs. (:

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To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone...

Helllllo. I celebrated the new year. Did you?

Kerry and Shafiq came over. And we RRR-ed our way into 2009. (:
They came like a half hour before the new year. In true kerry style.

We played Guitar Hero and RRR.
We danced to Le Freak.
We (Meaning Shafiq) cooked instant noodles.
We lay under the (non-existant) stars talking about nothing and everything.
We got chased by a demon bunny.
We called C to talk nonsense.
We got ambushed my an Indian man who dug a hole in the field to take a shit.

We had fun. Lots of it.
Bring on the Twenty-oh-nine.

Hello world. I cant believe it. Its actually 2009.
2008 passed by like reeeally quick.

Feels like just yesterday that i was wearing that god awful uniform in that cool japanese place working for an ugly oaf in a jumpsuit. Sigh. Sadly, only Cola can feel my pain. Haha. Anywhoos. 2008 has brought many many many new things for me. Both good and bad. Some started out bad but turned out to be really really good.

BC Darlings: I will never forget. The spontaneous outings, the perfect picnics, the movie marathons and the sleepless sleepovers. Hanging out at Cola's house or Sonia's house. Going to Serene to buy magazines. Playing Guitar Hero in my living room and Rockband in Son's. Halloween Parties. Surprising Carms on her Birthday. Sending Janell-e off to Oregon. Meeting for popiah. Sneaking into M18 movies (Cheap thrills). These things i will never forget. And even though i dont see you in the mornings for breakfast or hang out after school, you guys have made a super impact in my life and i love you forever and ever and ever. Infinite X's and O's.

Poly People: I remember the first day of school. I hated it. Omg. I was like SURROUNDED by people who dont speak my language. But then. You make friends. You adapt. You get closer to those friends and BOOM. School turns out to be pretty awesome. To Syazana, Farah and Sonia. The 3 of you make school so much easier to go through and without you i'd die. Or worse, be a loner. I love you. xx

Kerry Loh Jia Hui: You know i love you. The girl who calls me in the middle of the night to talk about what new troubles she's got herself into. The girl who's perpetually late. The one who thought New Zealand was in Malaysia. The girl who's got no morals when she's drunk (: I love you love you love you love you.

Ian & Vicky: Haha. The people who i call when i need a laugh. The people i call when i need to shop. The terrible twosome who like to take advantage of my uber niceness. Without you two, my weekends would've been boring and my nights would've been uneventful. Major love. xx

Mommy(&Andrew) and Tiff and Kor and Daddy: They probably wont read this but well. They know i love them like a fat kid loves pie. I'm gonna miss kor when he goes to Aussieland this year. ): I miss my daddiekinns all the time.

Anyways. I'm happy that 2009 is here. So many good things are gonna come from a fresh start. I can feel it. We all turn 18. Jason Mraz is coming. Overseas Attatchment Applications are out.
And its only the first day of the new year.

<3 Always.
Kreesy xoxo

hello world. its the new year in less than 24 hours and i'm on the fence whether to be excited or not.
2008 hasnt been what i expected.
some of its been awesome and i wouldnt trade it for the world.
some of it has been not so cool and i cant wait for a fresh year.
but then again. without the bad you wont fully appreciate the good would you?

i once heard someone say that a new year brings new friends and you have to hold on extra hard to those you already know.
but
what if i dont want change.
what if i'm happy with the friends that i've got.

i dont like change.
i like constant things.
i like definite plans.

i like it when you hold my hand.
then change doesnt scare me so much.

so i'm holding on
to the past where i dont belong.
because at least i know what to expect.
so hold my hand.
because change is near.
and you're the one person i'd hate to disappear.
so hold me close.
and i promise we'll be okay.

Kreesy Wishes/Wants/Hopes...
1. That she was back in Bali in the pretty villa.
2. That she didnt have to come home so early because she wanted to go to Amira's party
3. She has more discipline to get up earlier for tomorrows movie marathon with the darlings.
4. That Christmas was gonna be like normal with the family.
5. She could fast forward to next year. Preferably March. So she turns 18 and gets to go back to KL to hang out with daddy and everyone.
6. Next year to come quicker because she's sick of 2008 and what its brought.
7. You to come back quickly.


Bali Villa Main House

Hard Rock Bali

Hanging out by the pool with the boys

Bumming on the daybed.

Going Home

With the comfort of a borrowed teddybear.

yaoza my little readers of my dead blog. i'm such a schmucker cause i post every like, 4356789-009876543567897 weeks (:

kay. just kidding. kerryhoe  here (: am at kreesy's place for microwave pizza night! whoohoo bitches. yea. kreesy came home smelling like an ashtray so she's taking a shower. and has hence left me ALONE in her bedroom waiting for the sexyness of spinach pizza and cheese curlz. yum yum. i know i'm supposed to be on a diet. but what the heck. cheese curlz are from the tasty devil.

yuppers. so anyhoos, pizza is coming upstairs! yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. well byebye kreesy's out of the shower in her birthday suit!

<3

This weekend was awesome.
- Went shopping
- Hung out with kerry
- Bumped into Son!
- Ate meatballs
- Club Marc Sale
- Japanese Food (always good)
- Hung out with Vicky and Ian
- Pierced my cartilage (OWCH but yay)
- Bumped into Cherbear (found out her dirty little secret. Hahahaha)
- Sleeeeeeep
- Confirmed Bali trip!

Haha. Majorly successful. Okay. Now i'm gonna go and fret about my 2 exams tomorrow.
<3kreesy
xoxo

Oh my Bali. Kor just confirmed the Bali trip.
Omg omg omg omg omg. I'm so excited. Like. O-Mega.
Daddie's taking us up to the Bali Residences. Holy Hell.
Its called the Bli Bli Residences. It sounds so stewpid. But looks so purdy!
theblibli.com/index.htm
Click and drooool! I'll be in this slice of heaven from the 15th to the 21st!
And! If its pretty and awesome i can totally go back for my 18th! Sounds like a plaaaan (:
I'm excited. Did i say that already? Haha. okay okay.

Life's been hectic. Schoolwork.Lectures.Tutorials.EdwardCullen.
Haha. You get my drift.

Kerry just left to go home. We reorganized my wardrobe. Tiring.
But now i have more closet space. (:
Tomorrow we're going budget shopping.
Well. We're gonna try. Haha. Yes we are.

Okay. I'm gonna go oogle at the gallery now.
And possibly call daddy to reconfirm and say thank you and tell him how excited i am.
Even though its like almost 1. Haha. Ohwell. (:
Gotta go!

<3kreesy
xoxox

P.S. Click on the link. Have you clicked? CLICK IT. You know you wanna.
P.P.S. If i havent already called you to remind you, save your money darlings! BaliBirthdayBreakout in March!